Ahhh how times have changed. Things and words like "grunge" or the like is seemed to have had an odd and superficial power back then, which they no longer have. Was it only last year, it feels like ti was a decade ago. Or was it Dora herself? Have my thoughts about her changed that much since she posted this, that I feel its been longer. At any rate, I think many things have changed indeed! As I write a comment about my own picture I wonder, after the fact, after so much time has passed, what was I thinking? How did I think I looked grunge in any way shape or form? Or that this was desirable? Yes, your environment, the people in it, have a signficant impact on your awareness. I think that I also had low selfesteem. But "derelicte"! I would never allow anyone call me derelicte now. How dare you!? That I took seriously the sarcasm of people then! Devin..you were a fool! And by the way I have not worn that sweater and those red pants again either. I was under the spell of a particular Storrs area nostalgia to be sure, of some kind. That spell's power is like just a dream now. In reality, I was already far beyond all this. I just stooped that low. I find it's an odd feeling to realize you did something like that. Sincerely, Devin
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ReplyDeleteAhhh how times have changed. Things and words like "grunge" or the like is seemed to have had an odd and superficial power back then, which they no longer have. Was it only last year, it feels like ti was a decade ago. Or was it Dora herself? Have my thoughts about her changed that much since she posted this, that I feel its been longer. At any rate, I think many things have changed indeed! As I write a comment about my own picture I wonder, after the fact, after so much time has passed, what was I thinking? How did I think I looked grunge in any way shape or form? Or that this was desirable? Yes, your environment, the people in it, have a signficant impact on your awareness. I think that I also had low selfesteem. But "derelicte"! I would never allow anyone call me derelicte now. How dare you!? That I took seriously the sarcasm of people then! Devin..you were a fool! And by the way I have not worn that sweater and those red pants again either. I was under the spell of a particular Storrs area nostalgia to be sure, of some kind. That spell's power is like just a dream now. In reality, I was already far beyond all this. I just stooped that low. I find it's an odd feeling to realize you did something like that. Sincerely, Devin
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